Slavegirl Sissy

Izzy has a new relationship, which I think I've mentioned on the Silken Trap blog but not talked about here yet. She's cute, curvy, and very young. (But legal! I checked her id myself!) I haven't played with her much myself yet. The rule in our household is that the person with the new toy gets to have it all to themselves at first. But if the relationship lasts I'll eventually become her Mistress too.

Which leads to fantasies along the lines of this promo video from PaddedKink.com, in which a curvy Headmistress tickle tortures a giggly, jiggly schoolgirl. Though I confess I don't even need the whole naughty schoolgirl fantasy on this one...if I had a flesh-cock it'd get hard just from watching April Flores' boobs jiggle as she's getting tickled!

Izzy and shygirl are mightily into the whole "Daddy/babygirl" thing. The trappings of this kind of age-play - like, e.g. being called "Mommy" - never much appealed to me. I've spent too goddamn much time being frustrated with my role as a REAL mom to want to play one in fantasy. But the appeal of having an incorrigible (but cute!) sub who is perpetually in need of "punishment"...well, see any archived entry on the subject of smart ass penalties, lol!

There is this domme who runs a very popular online group.

I strongly suspect this domme is not a person who physically exists, but is an online persona constructed by someone with a deeply held fetish. I further suspect that the creator of this persona is not even female, but a male sub who is perhaps assuaging his own desperate longings by creating this dream dominatrix persona.

What makes me suspect that this "domme" is not a real person? Many, many things don't add up:

Her pictures are, almost without exception, obviously stolen content lifted from pornsites etc. The very few which she claims are of her/her sub could just as easily have been stolen.

Her descriptions of female sexual & relationship responses are grossly inaccurate. Her women are all instantly intrigued when they discover a guy is a sissy. They get wildly horny from nothing more than watching the sissy get dressed up and do his thing. They never have any hang-ups about taking multiple other male lovers, or seem particularly concerned about things like birth control and STDs. They cum at the drop of a hat as soon as a "real man" sticks a dick in them. If real women reacted like this, why would it be so hard for sissy guys to find a Mistress?

And do I even need to add that these "real men" are never anything but stunt cocks in this Mistress's tales? They appear as needed, as if ordered from Studs-R-Us, and vanish again as soon as the sex scene is over, with never any messy relationship issues, needs, or wants of their own.

All her claims are unrealistic at best. She claims to have a large manor-style house where she lives with her cuckolded sissy slave. Supposedly any woman who has a recalcitrant male in her life - be he husband, son, or even her own boss - can bring him to this domme and leave him there, where he will be forcibly restrained, beaten and tortured in various ways until he's transformed into the perfect sissy.

Keeping someone imprisioned against their will, beating them and using things like cattle prods on them, forcing them to undergo hormone treatments and sometimes surgery? Doing these things not only to consenting adult males but even to underage boys? In the real world these are CRIMINAL ACTIVITIES. How realistic does it seem that a domme would be able to engage in this level of publicly admitted criminal activity for years, with hundreds of victims, and not get in trouble with the law?

To the best of my knowledge, this domme has never met anyone in person. She claims to have met lots of people, and even posts letters allegedly from those people. But all these letters are posted by she herself, and are strangely similar to her own writing style. And in the several years I've been observing her I've never once seen a letter from any of the thousands of people that follow her that says so much as "thanks for writing me back". If she's "helped" so many other dominas and sissies wouldn't you think at least one of those people would have publicly thanked her?

Let me clarify that last point a little: people thank this domme all the time. They thank her for being an inspiration, for understanding what sissies long for. They thank her for posting her writings and running her groups. They even, sometimes, thank her for transforming all those sissies through the years. But never in a personal "oh, when I brought my husband to you he came back so much improved!" kind of way. Rather she gets thanked in the generic "you do so much for all us sissies" way. You know, like a random fan might thank any celebrity for "doing so much for their fans".

In her writings, which she always presents as true stories, people constantly do things that simply don't happen in real life. She writes, for example, of arranging weddings where the assembled vanilla guests don't bat an eyelash when the groom unexpectedly appears wearing a wedding dress. And then as soon as the ceremony is over the same vanilla guests line up to take a turn in the sissy husband's mouth right there in the church!

Now seriously, how can anyone who is not willfully deluding themselves think this is something that happens in real life?

But this "domme" tells equally outlandish stories All. The. Time. And all while continuing to proclaim that it's all 100% real, and that she has personally "helped" hundreds of sissy males and dominant women to find happiness. And this is the point at which it becomes difficult for me to stomach. Because at this point, she is not helping at all.

In fact, by giving so many men the idea that such an outlandish fantasy-domme really exists, and that these things really happen, this domme is actually hurting people. She is persuading real people to model their behavior and expectations on something that is fantasy. And that is not going to help the sissy guys who follow her find a real domme owner, I assure you.

I believe this domme is really the fantasy-contruction of a male submissive for one simple reason: none of her activities seem to ask for money. If there was a sales pitch somewhere along the line I would call her a faux domme who is selling a porn fantasy. Since there isn't, and since this sham has been running for a long time, I think it must be a case of a desperate submale who's found an unusual way to assuage his need. But the red flags in this case are highly illustrative of what to watch out for with other faux dommes.

And THAT is the reason I am writing about this here. I've deliberately not named names or posted links; I've no wish to "expose" her or get involved in a big internet drama. And I know perfectly well that if this faux-domme were to disappear tomorrow two more would pop up to take her place. But the falsehoods I see coming from her are typical of the breed. And judging from the breathless adoration of her fans, either a whole lot of people are playing along with the fantasy - or there's a whole lot of clueless sissy subs out there.

I believe rational people (I'm talking to YOU!) ought to be able to figure these things out for themselves. And I hope that my giving specifics about this one instance of fantasy passing as reality might help a few of those misled sissies get a clue.

As I've mentioned before, my slave tia is an incorrigible smart-ass. Which means that I often have to edit various bits of impertinence out of our porn videos. Today, for your amusement, I present this little collection of smart-ass moments.

Note the riding crop that I use to bring him back in line.

I'd dressed her in a pretty blue & white satin chemise, and put on a skintight red spandex number myself. It's got a very short skirt and is split up the back to boot. This creates an opening just the right size for a slave's face, in just the right spot for some nice ass worship. So as we stood in the playroom I ordered tia to get on her knees and kiss my ass while I smoked a cigarette.

Izzy and shygirl were doing their own thing across the room in the dentist chair, and I enjoyed watching them as I smoked. My pet's ass-worship was adequate but she still has a lot to learn. Fastidious slut's still scared of putting her tongue right up in there the way I like! Well, she'll learn eventually even if I have to beat it into her. *evilgrin*

After a while I moved to the sofa, where I had a better view. And tia switched her attentions to worshipping my feet in my sexy new black pumps. I so love watching her mouth slide up and down on my heel! It inspired me to want to see her pretty mouth wrapped around something else. So when I'd had my fill of tobacco I grabbed her by the hair, pulled her up off her knees and pushed her through the door.

My leather strap-on harness, along with several dildos and some other toys, were lying on the couch in the living room. I ordered her to sit and she watched, half hungry and half nervous, as I wiggled into it. I had one of my more substantial members already loaded in the harness so with no further ado I shoved that fat cock into my sissy fucktoy's waiting mouth.

I spent a few minutes fucking her face, my fingers twined in her hair pulling her head down as far as possible on my cock. Then I pulled out and rubbed it in her face as she gazed up at me. I love the look of helpless arousal she gets at these times. Maybe that's why I chose that moment to make her start begging for it: "You want it, don't you sissy?" "Oh Mistress, please, please let me suck on your beautiful cock." "Tell me how bad you want it. Use the word crave." "Mistress please your horny little slave craves to be used by you, completely and totally. Please..." any more words are cut off by the phallus pushed into her mouth.

I continued fucking her eager mouth for several minutes more. But I was really in the mood to stick things in her bum, so pretty soon I pushed her head off my tool and told her to turn around and get her ass in the air. I picked up a split-tonged slapper and commenced to smacking her ass with it, laying down red stripes with every blow. And I ordered her to start wiggling that ass for me, shaking it like a bitch in heat who was desperate to get fucked. It took a few minues of instruction (i.e. whacking with the slapper) before she was exaggeratedly shimmying her soft white hips to my satisfaction. Then, while she was focused on keeping up the wiggle (and not earning any more blows from the slapper!) I quickly swapped the large dildo she'd been sucking on for the smaller "purple fairy" dildo that she's fully accustomed to taking up the ass.

(I mean to train my sissy slut to take MUCH larger cocks. Because if there's one thing I've learnt, it's that size matters in porn. A bigger dick just looks more exciting. Especially when you're dealing with larger than size 0 people, which we are. But I also understand that anal sex is not something to be rushed. And that it may take years for her to develop into the ecstatically writhing, moaning, begging for it bigger/harder/faster ass-whore that I want her to be.)

I squirt a gob of lube onto the end of the dildo, rub it into her crack, and add another. Then I start pushing firmly, steadily, but not too fast into her anus. It's tight, no doubt about it, and she gasps as my cockhead pops past her sphincter. But it goes in a little bit easier every time we do this. And this time it does not take long before she is humping back against me, grinding her hips into mine. I stroke her body, running my fingers over the smooth cool satin of her chemise. Slide my fingers under the narrow sheer mesh sides of her thong panties, which I've pushed to the side while I fuck her but not removed. Stroking her soft white skin with my hands, with the fabrics, enjoying the play of textures and colors as I steadily thrust into her.

I reach down and grab her hair, pulling her head back toward me, feeling for her nipples. Pinching and twisting them and licking her neck, as I jackhammer into her ass. Then I push her down and move to step back, to slide out of her ass and she says "No! Please Mistress...please I beg you...please, don't stop..."

"Don't stop? Don't stop what slut. I want to hear you say it." I smack her ass hard for emphasis.

"Please don't stop using your slave Mistress"

"Using my slave HOW slut?"

"Please..." her voice is very small now, a mumbled whimpering whine "please don't stop fucking your sissy Mistress please don't stop pulling my hair and fucking me hard please give it to me I want it so bad..."

"Like THIS slut?" I slam back into her, pound her with all my strength. She moans unintelligibly as her face is pushed into the couch cushions. I smack her ass with every stroke, alternating sides, then grab her hair and yank her head up again. Wrapping my hand around her throat I continue fucking her as hard as I can. She's eagerly thrusting back against me, practically bouncing on my cock, as my hands roam over her satin-covered torso.

I keep this up for a couple more minutes then once more push her down. This time I do step away from her shuddering body, eliciting a gasp as my phallus pops out of her poop-chute. But I'm not done fucking her yet; I just have something else in mind.

I sit down on the sofa, purple fairy gripped in my hand, and order her "ok slut, now I want you to sit down in my lap and ride my cock like a good little whore." She moans in acquiesence and turns so that her pretty ass is toward me. As she lowers herself onto my rod I continue my orders "I want you to ride my cock slut, and I expect you to perform like a good llittle whore. And that means you had better be eager about it, make it look like you're REALLY happy to have that dick in your ass. None of this just sitting still bullshit, I want you bouncing up and down on it. Because good little whores ENJOY having cocks in their asses, don't they slut? They want to make those cocks feel good so that they'll keep getting fucked over and over again, and keep getting pumped full of cum."

"And I want you stroking your little sissy clitty while you do it too, and I want you to cum all over while you're riding my cock. Because good little sissy whores GET OFF on having their fuckholes filled, isn't that right? They get off on being pumped full of load after load of cum, just like you're going to get off for me now. Aren't you slut? My sweet little piece of ass, my sissy fucktoy, you love being used like this don't you? Show Mistress how much you love it and cum like a good girl with her cock in your ass." She did her best to ride me, back arched and thighs straining. I saw with delight that she was furiously rubbing one nipple too. And within a few more seconds she was groaning and shuddering and I knew she'd just made a mess in her hand.

She obediently stayed in my lap, my silicone wand still planted in her ass, until she'd licked her hand clean. Then she begged to be allowed to use the bathroom, a requested I laughingly granted. And when she returned I made her fetch the dildo/gag gizmo and get down on her knees to serve me with it.

I think it was a fun evening all around. *grin*

Have you seen the anime series Ouran: High School Host Club yet?

If not, I urge you to check it out! It's HILARIOUS and has more gender tomfoolery in it than a barrel full of drag queens.

The premise is that a gender-ambivalent girl incurs an outrageous debt. To pay it off she starts working as a "host" which is basically a super-romanticized softcore boy-whore for rich girls. Cue all sorts of insanely silly scenarious revolving around gender & class expectations and teen romance.

One of the things I absolutely adore about this series (besides the loving way it spoofs both the romance genre and anime in general) is the way it presents sexual orientation as completely fluid. There's no discussion, it's not a big "Social Issue"...it's just taken for granted that OF COURSE all the characters, male, female, and in between, might develop romantic interests in any other character regardless of either party's gender.

Which leads to a lot of dreamy boy-on-dreamy boy action. *whistles innocently* Ouran: High School Host Club is available on streaming netflix right now. You can also find complete episodes on YouTube.

p.s. I think this is also a great choice for Mistresses who're looking for "femmy" media for mental restructuring/feminization purposes!

One of my favoite sexy tgirls has achieved a long-standing ambition and got herself a new set of knockers. Check out Delia TS's pretty, perky new boobs!